beautiful . solitude

I think about you sometimes.  About where you are, what you are doing, and who youre with now, at this very moment.

There were times when I couldnt contain that urge, and let my thoughts run wild.  I also let myself control loose.  I would navigate the web for you, any sign of you, in any place. 

There were times where I would find you in places where I did not want to find you.  More then often, I would not find you at all. 

But I've been better ... lately.  My mind still wanders to places far far away, and even if I still sound more bitter than ever, there is no place where I would rather be instead of with you.  Even tho you no longer exist in my reality.

You are, I suppose, just a few clicks away, but I no longer search for you. 

I have learned.   

Even tho every little thing still reminds me of you.